August to September

It is hot outside my car, and there is no wind to speak of in Texas.  Once Year has passed and my car is hot.  One year took what I thought was my heart and reconditioned me to the coldness of reality.  When I left the center I was so full of hope and promise.  

(Don't get me wrong I still am, but the hard reality was that I was working on myself too, not only my partner, who I am no longer with.  With the skills left me by the center, I settled into a life that was changing.  My significant other at the time, was growing spiritually, and I was growing further from her.

Eventually, I left her, based on her wishes, and ultimately my own, and I settled into a new life.  I set myself up in a new place with some old friends, and I started to grow stronger.  Not to brag, but I was really really confident with women--more so than I had ever felt.  

I wanted to find a new love, and to bury the old.  The plan was to continue strongly in the new me that had been established.